97.4

i ran away from my moms house
i don't think she cares
she was starting to hit me and throw things at me
she thinks i did something
im with my friend now
my bulimic friend
thank god!!!

shes helping me out
theres little to no food in her apartment
im enjoying the good life
im hungry as hell
but the road to thin is worth it

heres to skinny:

im sneaking this post in

hi everyone
i havent posted in a few days
mainly because someone fucking called the government and told them my parents neglect me
i guess they do love wise
but NOT food wise
theres plenty of food here
cps was trying to interview me and i rejected
that solves that problem
but something else has happened

my dad knows theres plenty of food
i was eavesdropping
and they were told the gov came over because im not being provided with food
and my mom noticed i wasnt eating
she weighed me at my lowest (98.4)
so now they know
and theyre making me eat
they wont let me go to the bathroom alone

im gonna try throwing up into an empty jar next time
i cant stand having this food in me
sorry if i dont post as regularly

love jana

I've been slacking..

Im still at 100.1, but Ive been eating lately
 Im afraid that im going to go up
i really REALLY dont want that
i promised a picture earlier and im only posting it so i gain some motivation back

100

i havent eaten in days
9 days to be exact
my mom hasnt been home in dayss... i dont know where she is
my dad is a truck driver so hes gone for awhile
perfect
i hope i can keep it off when they get back
next up: 95

so close to 100...

im at 102.9 but i dont feel it
i might end up changing my ultimate gw
whatever it takes
i feel like nothing is happening
on the contrary im getting fatter
more weight on my stomach than EVER
its leaving my face
the place i didnt really mind much
and im uglier than ever
fucking body

of course i gained it back

107.4
i'm ugly
i'm horrendous
i'm fat.
why can't i just fucking control myself?

I don't feel light

ive been dropping so much lately
it's working
103.8
but i dont feel lighter
the feeling isnt what i expected it to be
ive passed out twice

NO one has noticed
WHY?!?!?!
im losing the weight
im getting there
but im still so fat to people
im disgusting
i hate my body
i hate myself

YES!!! 104.4!!!!!

IM SO HAPPY!!!
ive finally broken it!!!!
knowing my luck though thats gonna turn around quickly :(
i fainted last night though
i think my dad is catching on
my mom doesnt give a shit as usual
and i like it that way

i think ill post a picture of myself later
actually i will if i lose more weight
lets hope i do
but im still ridiculously fatfatfatfatfatfatfat so hopefully you guys wont laugh

106.9

i ate so much
it culdve been so much worse i get
fuck weight
my boobs are getting smaller
i love it
now my stomach needs to do the smae thing